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( come back to me) sorrow [06 May 2005|01:29pm] [ mood | goodbye ] Justin Donaway 5-3-05 much LOVE my dear

( come back to me) another lovely day [21 Apr 2005|04:14am] [ mood | PLEASE ] schools really gay, there are so many ppl that hate someone just because of one incident that really has nothing to do with them Whatever, I've not really had many ppl that hate me, but I think I have a few now.not sure why. Anyway, summers almost here, yesss! Hot guys, party, beach, and HOT days! Can't wait! Love to everyone whos not a hater!

( come back to me) understand me please [16 Apr 2005|02:11am] [ mood | another day ] I haven't written in a while. I hate updating this thing. I dont even know if anyone really sit here and reads all of them or even one lol. I'm not on the computer alot anymore. I've gotta lotta school work to catch up on. I bet my report cards gonna be bad. anyway, this weekends been okay.Nothing really really fun. Thursday I went to battle of the bands..it was hot! I went with amanda and some other ppl. we sat in front of like brooke,anthony,casey etc. haha they were all like putting there arm around each other and stuff..(there all guys if you wondering that why its so funny). I came home after that and Amanda spent the night. Friday we went to Salisburywith ryan,danny,and mike to mine and amandas old school, Salisbury Christian School. It has changrd so much. She saw all her old friends and stuff. I saw an old teacher and some friends. We went to the mall also. I had to work after that. awww danny what you said friday when we were coming home from the mall was soo sweet. I almost cried! You too are ment to be, it will be I know it!

( 2 find your way//come back to me) [09 Apr 2005|12:25pm] [ mood | Its beautifUL ] yeah so last night Ryan and mike came over..mike only stayed a few min. cause tabb had to go to work anyway then he was hittin up with her later. Ryan stayed till about 11. it was a fun night. Tonya went to the club but supposibly something happened and she came home. I dont wanna get all into it cause its not my bussiness. Everything this year is crazy in my house. Every weekend theres always somethin goin on and someones always getting into trouble. My sisters have alotta hatters.lol. Anyway Amanda and I were suppose to hang out but she had to work at 11 and I have to work at 4, so I just decided to stay home with ryan. My mom went to BINGO. God she thinks shes old. She won two baskets.lol.yeah who cares. I have alot of make up work for school cause I absent tuesday,wednesday, and thursday. Just wasn't feelin all that well. I think tabs goin to see bentley in pennsylvania. I dunno if shes goin now though cause she has a big mouth and got into trouble last night.Poor Kayla, her parents keep going away and leaving her home alone. I swear shes another Jessica Simpson. She doesn't know anything.lol she tryed to cook pizza and let the box on the pizza, didn't take it outta the box, and almost burnt the house down lol.wooohweeee! Schools starting to get gay. Its nice out everyday we have school but on the weekends it usually rainin. Danielles here with my little sister. I wanted to go to the club last night I might go tonight. I go alot though. I need to stop. I'm becoming poor cause I owe tonya about 180$ already. but dont think I'm cheep. Other ppl owe me too lol.Today which is saturday I dunno what I'm gonna do till 4. Maybe hang out with Ryan. Love yahs Amanda and Kim.<3 I love everyone!

( 1 find your way//come back to me) sorry ma'm [27 Mar 2005|03:03pm] [ mood | Miss.Understood ] Sorry I haven't wrote in s while.I never have time anymore. I'm a busy women. I'm listening to valor right now just the song they have on their space. There really good. Hope everything works out for them. This past weekend thats suppose to be spring break, so much for the spring weather hasn't been all that interesting. I've worked alot. Hung out with amanda and kayla thursday night. Man we did alot of stuff that night. Saw JT, Logan, Dan, Waldon and some other ppl at WaWa. That's the spot now man let me tell yah. We tried to go see Hitch but that never happened. I was the only one who didn't have money lol so we didn't go. I still miss this one guy. You can never forget your first LOVE! Bryan and I are deff. over. Danny is the coolest boy I know. Hes easy to talk to. We chat alot. Him and amanda are gonna get back together one day I know it. It's meant to be.Friday I was suppose to go to the club but I had to work till 9 and I didn't feel like paying 20 dollars and dancin. I was too tired. Amanda wanted to go so she went with my sister tonya and anna! I guess they had fun I feel asleep before they got home. Haven't chated with Amanda since that night.Saturday I had to go into work early. I worked 10 hours that day. ughhh! I hate my job. I'm always thinking about you, never knowing what will happen next. If a mistake will be my fault again. How dangerous love can be. I'm too afraid.

( 1 find your way//come back to me) [15 Mar 2005|12:34pm] [ mood | lovely day ] Today I stayed home from school. My body hurts for some odd reason. It feels like something heavy was laying on it all night. Anyway, I got my state tax in today. MONEY! lol Today I found out my mom has to stay another night cause something went wrong in the lab for her job. I guess thats good. Last night mike and bryan were here till about 9. It was cool we all chilled and of course they talked about cars. Never fails. I woke up around 8:30 this morning and heard scott and mike talking? I wonder why they were here and not in school lol. How many times have your wishes and your dreams and your prayers for you hidden beneath your breath? How many times have you looked and said heart in my throat, hands in my pocket, a smile on my face, just wanted to say...I hope you never lose your sense of Wonder! Within your reach lies every path you ever dream of taking. Within yourself lies everything you ever dream of being when you were little.

( come back to me) Christina Milion-Believe [14 Mar 2005|09:09pm] [ mood | that day ] there's not much to say I really dont have time to type anything anymore. I think lifes starting to find it's way, I'm finding out more and more everyday. Life has its ups and downs dont let you be the one to bring it down. Today I was looking for a song to listen to something that would explain to people what I'm all about and what I'm searching for. I came across this song by Christina Milion "Believe." Theres so much in there about me. You know when you listen to a song it makes you just stop and think about why you might have been put on this crazy world. Thinking about why what has happened happened to you and not someone else, and why its so hard to understand the world and people. Why their so different and why they do the things they do. I came to a conclusion that maybe your not suppose to know what everyones about maybe that page of that chapter was left blank for a reason. For you to write in it. To have your own adventures and your own ups and downs. I've filled mine up pretty much. I think maybe theres more to everything then what we think. Do you think our lives were planned already before we were born? "I'll live forever just to know the truth"

( come back to me) oh what ah night [13 Mar 2005|01:34am] [ mood | All the time ] Last night was kinda fun! Amanda and I went to this sweet 16 party at H2O! There was alot of people there. We danced with alot of ppl. haha you should have seen miss amanda! Anyways, there wasn't many hot guys there till the end, so we started to call up people and tell them to come. Most of who we called showed up which was cool. Dang there are some slutty girls out there. I feel bad cause I was suppose to call Mike and tell him to come up there, but his phone was messed up so I didn't get ahold of him. He wanted to go. Me and HIm..I dunno whats with that. I also forgot to call a certain someone back last night and tell them they could come over now, but I feel asleep. It was like 11:30 by the time I got home. I was soo tired from that night! Amanda and I always have fun together. Can you believe this guy asked me if I was rich and said cause rich girls are kinda dumb. Uhh whatever.! Thats so Amanda Jane! lol Love yah Girl.

( come back to me) Blank Thoughts [12 Mar 2005|11:35am] [ mood | Lovely Days ] haven't been on the computer in a while so I haven't written much. Amanda and I have been hangin out somewhat. Thursday night we went to Zolies and hung out with a bunch of ppl. It was funny cause this girl Stephanie was there and she has a funny name and everyone was callin her that. FUN STUFF! Friday was okay. I had school.DUH! School days seem so long now. I had 3 test (Like you care). I went to work after that till 9. It was kinda boring. I worked by myself and there wasn't many people who came in. Amanda and Danny showed up alittle after 9 (man i cleaned the floor and they were walkin all over it).lol. My sister and little Trevor R. came and got us. We went into OC and ment up with Mike. That kid I ment at Kim Smiths party. He's ok. Then we ment up with Will Powell. He came over my house and Bryan showed up too. They stayed forever man.( Get Out).lol. It was cool they talked about cars and numbers all night lol. Oh and Will is obsessed with my Victoria Secret magazines. He red all of them. hmmm! " Still Waiting"

( come back to me) [09 Mar 2005|03:42pm] [ mood | You know me! ] If you see me walking with someone else, its not because I love them, it's because your not brave enough to walk beside me. If you see me smiling it's not because I forgot about you, it's because I'm tired of crying over you. If you see me living again, it's not because I want to get back at you, it's because I want to get back what you've taken from me. But most of all, if I fall in LOVE with someone else it's not because I want to, it's because you weren't there to catch me when I fell for you.

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